Kids nowadays scare me. I see them coming and I pat my wallet, put my hand in my inner pocket and pretend I have a GUN. They'll shoot you nowadays. Kids today have no respect of life, theirs or yours. But I think I know why. I'm reading that kids who through tantrums are more likely to be depressed when they get older.

They said tantrums were often the sign of a sick, hungry or overstimulated child. For most parents, they were a normal part of development... But parents of children who hurt themselves or others and those who cannot calm themselves without help should seek medical help...

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I've been with out "the grown up"for a damn long time, well a long time to me and frankly I'm on the verge of a breakdown. Well not like a Bobby Brown break down but WHOA!! I find myself staring at chicks asses, visualizing doing naughty things to them. I think I'm going through withdrawal.

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Do You Know Who this wonderful Piece of woman is? You'll be shocked to find out

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Quote of the Day:

Age does not diminish the extreme disappointment of having a scoop of ice cream fall from the cone.

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Courtesy of JLM, Inc PRINCESS BRIANA

Because I am not a morning person, to help me wake up some mornings I will hop on the phone with my home girl to discuss the news headlines. My home girl ran across the Jamie Lynn Spears announcement again for some reason she was a little shocked about that situation. I wasn't but that's me. My home girl proceeds to tell me about a couple she know whose 4 year old almost single handedly drove her daddy crazy in his thirty-somethings.

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The government secretly declared war on the poor. There is a new KKK which is getting stronger every second. From Jena Six, Megan Williams, Malik Thomas, Imus and the Rutgers far from feminine basketball squad, it's clear that race in America is an issue that needs to be addressed. Despite all of this, blacks still fail to see the need to come together as a strong unit to make a difference in what really matters in the Post 9/11 world. Two stories in the news made this clear to me. You might think its It's a story of a gang shooting but it's not, I grew up to that and those type of things don't surprise me. What does is what Civil Rights Activist Andrew Young Told Reporters about Barack Obama.

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YaYa @ the Harlem YMCA reading to the Kids.

We see it all the time, it's something about the female who wears a head wrap that just screams positive. Seems like she's in touch with her roots, they all seem to hold a natural beauty. Well 2 years ago this week I started my dread locks. It's been a hard and long process. Finding different ways to avoid the 50 plus dollars to get them done, The locks merging together to make one chicken foot dread. It's crazy, but I must say it's been truly liberating achieving the length and hang time of my hair.

What Do You Have To Go Through With Your Hair Before Going Out?

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Choice, the single most important thing needed to maintain ones sanity. There is a power struggle going on in today's society that is spiraling out of control. The Government is slowly taking away ones choice to do many things. The rights to receive information process it and make ones own decision of events. They lied to us about the reasons for going to war, covered up dirt with more dirt and then covered that dirt with even more dirt. If you have my reading my scribes then you already know my stance on these issues, but it's not only the government that is taking part in this deception it is our girlfriends, boyfriends, best friends and associates as well.

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There was Kesha, Melissa, Nicky, Genesis, Marguerette, Tammy, Selina, Bella, Maia, Sherese, Ashley, Summer, Brandy, Nastasha, 2 Angels, about 3 Kims, Latoyas and a few more Keshas, Candy, Dana, Tiffany, Sadia, Rebecca, Shareekah, Tamala, Pamela, 2 Strippers I only know as Diamond & Roxy and a bunch more. Someone asked me has it always been easy for me to get pussy. I thought about when have I ever had to work or even as much wait to get the goods. Umm Never!

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We all know the movie, one of a ghetto girls rise to fame and her epiphany that life is meaningless without the ones she love. Well my trip was Refreshing to say the least. I arrived by plane, to the chaos of Newark International Airport. My 5 year old and a bunch of bags in hand. Back in NJ for the first time in months. Prepared for a long stay, and nothing but time on my hands. Time to think and unwind and get away from my new life and experience my old life for a while.

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As I sit at my computer keyboard ready to take flight and go back home with my daughter for the first time since I left, numerous thoughts flood my mind. What will this war torn city hold. Brothers doing nothing but being hood. It's real attractive to some, but not me. My friends are there, my real friends the ones who know me at Lamar. Not Xilla Tha Kool Kid. I go back with good news, something people don't seem they like delivering nowadays, I mean all you here is bad news. So and So got shot, remember little Kesha? Yeah she Pregnant... "You know dude who used to stay w/ the head phones what's his name?" "Umm Reggie?" "Yeah that's his name... well he locked up" I mean damn. So while I'm home eating some of the best Macaroni and Cheese I ever ate, and my moms wonderful dressing. I'll give thanks to my success.

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What is he thinking, his face doesn't have the same smile that usually accompanies those crayon brown eyes. His face looks etched out of the same stone the Great Pyramids are made from. Well inside his mind you'll find the same theories that Pavlov used to experiment w/ his dogs. He sees the world differently he understands the corruption of the government and something inside of him helps him rationalize the irrational. But in a good way. It's like the stimulation that once made him extremely happy has left him sitting in a field of lillies, which is a medium sized cubicle surrounded by similar cubicles staring at an adjustable flat screen monitor w/ a picture of his future.

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You know, people are super quick to judge and say things about other people. I must say I'm all for individualism, freedom of expression. I am fascinated w/ the weirdo. The office freak, the one who wears sweat socks w/ church pants. The dweebs of the world, b/c their minds tick a little differently. I often wonder the courage inside of a person to defy all trends and normalcy to be them self. Maybe It's not even a conscious effort it just comes naturally. The girl who has a fetish for designer shoes, and can tell you the stats of every body in every sport exist. But Love is a Luxury everyone needs. The type of love tha curls your toes and makes your body shine. Love is different to everyone, me for instance my version of love is unlike the traditional version of love. I'm so difficult to deal w/ it's not even funny. What is Love about To you?

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As of this week I am a year older and I feel wonderful, I've come to understand things a lot more. I am a father and being a father comes before any and everything in my life. My daughters are my world. In a few months I will be going back to school, and beginning to right a few wrongs I made along the journey to adulthood. Like leaving school and not pursuing my dream to be a musician. But nonetheless I had a ball this weekend.

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It feels good seeing the growth of the site, If i could personally thank each and every one of you I would. I've been taking a few request and one of the topics I received was Welfare. (Jolli a comment would be nice ) I couldn't touch this topic w/o talking about one of the only ladies I ever truly loved. My Mother. You see i grew up in the projects of New Jersey where 2 things ruled... Welfare & Drugs.

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TI & PSC on the Set of his Next Video Hurt in Atlanta, GA

Some TI Pics for the ladies, so don't ever say I never did anything for you!!! lol Anyway it's Saturday Post some link, and let everyone know what's hot... Basically here is your chance to promote your blog!

Thembi - Check out her blog on Bad Hair... You'll laugh out loud I promise

Paula Soul - She's a new blogger we should show her some lub

Lisa C - 73 Things Men Should Know About Women

FWNBTD - Folks With Nothing Better To Do, the funniest Show on the Internet... This one Stars Myself!! lol

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Usher Instore @ Macy unleashing his new Cologne.

**Sniff** Man you smell like Phys Ed!! Smell is one of the most Important parts of hygiene. Smelling good is vital so picking the right cologne could make or break a potential holla, Job offer, marriage proposal and more. Recently I was scent hi-jacked by my mother. We were driving into NYC, last month and she insisted that I put on this mystery oil she pulled out the glove box of the Benz. I said no, she said wear it, I said no, she said Wear it, I said No I already Have something on... She pulled over on the side of the road, pulled out a gun, held it to my head, hogged tied me and splashed the stuff on my neck... Okay Maybe she didn't do all that but I ended up w/ this oil on my body and seeping through my pores, mixing w/ my Dolce Gabanna Blue Cologne. What are your favorite scents to wear?

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The good folks at Nike decided to give Kanye West his own Version of the Back II the Future Nike. SMCH!! But we can't tell him nothing he was rocking them recently at Listening party. So since the world, myself included are going 80's crazy, a random list of memories that have crossed my mind hopefully you'll get some memories of your own.

My Top 5 80 Moments
5. Tranformer Cartoon - When Optimus Prime Died
4. Simon Says - That game was Addictive
3. Board Games - I'll give you Trouble
2. ThunderCats - Maybe that's why I spent my early years involved w/ so many HOOOOOEESSS!!
1. WWF Action Figures - Nothing Spelled fun like those non bendable hard ass plastic dolls.

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Today, while I was minding my own business, my homegirl Feoshia sent me an article she knew would get my mind a rolling. Now I must say I was rather pissed when I began checking my mail, Gas Prices are through the roof, I wanted to do the grown up and had no one to do the grown up with and to top it all off, I didn't get to watch Girlfriends. But then suddenly it all started to make sense, after I read this article. You see, according to an extensive survey of 1,280 people ages 13-24 by The Associated Press and MTV, 72 percent of whites say they are happy with life in general, compared with 51 percent of Hispanics and 56 percent of blacks. (Which was probably 6 out of 12 people)

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My daughter is set to have her first day of school later this week. I'm so excited, We went to the mall for some last minute school shopping and I must say school shopping sucks. I spent all of my money on polo shirts and uniforms. Jordans cost too damn much. All for the love of the kids. It's amazing how you can rock star up a school uniform.

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**disclaimer** The views expressed by the 100 King$ are not the views of the Blogxilla.com, FWNBTD Radio or any of it's affiliates.

I POSE THIS QUESTION OUT THERE TO ALL OF YOU WHO DARE TO ANSWER!!!!
NOW AS YOU ALL PROBABLY KNOW ALREADY I AM REGARDED AS AN A+ ASSHOLE, WHICH I DON'T REALLY CARE ABOUT SINCE I AM THAT PIECE OF YA PERSONALITY THAT YOU IGNORE AND DON'T GIVE RECOGNITION TO. I AM ALL AND ALL ARE ME.
NOW FOR THE QUESTION THAT HAS BEEN ON MY MIND FOR A WHILE NOW.....
WHY HAS THE PRICE OF PUSSY DROPPED?
NOW I WILL GO INTO DETAIL TO GIVE REASONS WHY I FEEL THIS WAY....

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First off Washington Mutual sucks, there customer service is the worst excuse for helping a customer I have ever seen in my life. businesses of today are really lacking the service part of customer service. It's like their employees have problems and they insist on taking it out every single caller that gives them a call. Maybe I was interrupting her from her myspace addiction or browsing some new designers fall collection of pumps. Whatever it is, I'm super pissed and my scheduled blog has been delayed. But since I'm not wired right I'm going to risk being late to write it anyway. But I would like to know, Some of the worst customer service experiences you have been through. Maybe It would make mines look like something small.

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All Hell is about to break loose. The City Of Atlanta is about to make it illegal to rock the sag. TI and rappers across the world need to watch out. Now although I hate to see other mens dirty Drawls I am very much against this new ordinance. First off it leave the law up to the judgement of the officer. Which is down right wrong...

Debbie Seagraves, executive director of the American Civil Liberties Union of Georgia, said the law could not be enforced in a nondiscriminatory way because it targets something that came out of the black youth culture.

"This is a racial profiling bill that promotes and establishes a framework for an additional type of racial profiling," she told The Atlanta Journal-Constitution for its Thursday editions.

The proposed ordinance would also bar women from showing the strap of a thong beneath their pants. They would also be prohibited from wearing jogging bras in public or show a bra strap, Seagraves said.

The proposed ordinance states that "the indecent exposure of his or her undergarments" would be unlawful in a public place.

What's your take on this new Law?

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Yesterday, I'm reading the current news when I see a headline as big as day saying... A man threw his seriously ill wife four stories to her death because he could no longer afford to pay for her medical care. Damn this reminds me of the good old Plan B. You know, you get a phone call from your "SHAWTY", and she's like I'm Pregnant. I'm you say in your best half sleep Cain from Menace II Society voice. "What you telling me for." But relationships go bad, it's almost a natural fact. So I figured I would let all of you folks in on one of my own personal experiences.

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So I'm having a conversation w/ my nigga Juice, last night about the blog I posted yesterday Cheat On You. The comments that follow is real talk, it's how the men of the world, talk to each other, at least real dudes from the hood who are trying to make something for ourselves. My nigga Juice said,

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Eddie Murphy's baby mother Scary Spice and her New Man.

This whole situation is turning into a circus, but It gave me a thought of how I was as a child growing up w/o a father and gave me this lovely memory. I hope you enjoy.

Music is my Life Vol 1. Daddy Where have you been?

It was a night hanging out W/ Ms. Black's brother when I first heard this song, we were sitting in the living room doing what we did every weekend, getting wasted. The kind of wasted were everything that make sense normally, makes sense to the tenth power. Hold on let me light a cigarette for this one, allow me to share my soul. I heard that song and i started crying uncontrollably. This song was my life put to a beat, packaged and sold to the masses. Killing me softly w/ his words, Beanie Sigel was rapping my entire relationship w/ my Mom and pops into 16 bars. At this point in my life I was at a crossroads, I had just moved back to Jersey from Atlanta, a Newborn baby, no job, and the biggest choice in my life to make...

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There is a moment in all of our lives, when our problems become too much for us to deal with, and life begins to feed you a steady diet of bullshit. But what do you do? Do you fold and give in to the pressure or do you buckle down and become the greatest soldier the world has ever seen? Or maybe you just settle somewhere in between. Last night I stayed up late until 4 in the morning watching Full Metal Jacket. Private Pyle had just got beat w/ the soap in towel. At that moment God showed me a metaphor for my life.

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John Legend looks like he smells like a Ewok running from the Big Bad Wolf on it's way to Grandma's house.

I feel someone needs to tell a lot of ladies on myspace that they are not sexy. I mean i'm not one to judge, but I mean really. Where are these people's friends to tell them hey boo, that picture of you sliding down the stop sign isn't a good look.

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Editor's Note

The following is a very disturbing blog written my Mrs. Blogpphire. It's a case that is gaining national attention. I won't spoil it for you I'll let you read it for yourself. But this is the main reason I am against abortion but Pro-choice b/c stuff like this might happen. Enjoy.

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Kanye West - Can't Tell Me Nothin (Official Video)

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Yep There is a whole blog inside.

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"No, he didn't say that!" I said.

"He sure did," my friend Dre shot back. "Now I see what Bill Cosby was talking about: The abuse of the english language!"

"I can't believe that," I said shaking my head. "No."

The focus of our conversation? Rapper 50 Cent. The topic? A verse my friend had just finished listening to.

"That man said he met a woman. He said she was an inspiring actress," Dre said. "Doesn't he mean aspiring actress?"

The expression on Dre's face was priceless. He had a look of disgust, as if someone had offended his mama.

I couldn't believe it. Eventually Dre went into his stash and got the evidence, the "Encore" album by Eminem. He popped it in and went directly to track No. 15.

"Listen to this."

So I did.

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Friday Night Lights shining bright in the sky line of the city. The view from my apartment was spectacular... if you could see it. So, the drive into town would have to do. Pulling up on 85 in Atlanta is the shit, a rush comes over you as you flick the butt of a Newport out of the window. We were on our way to a spot where young men and women go to get their first taste of the night life. I had been drinking on some patron, so I was already a little bit dizzy but not pissy as i was on numerous occasions where I drank too much and never made it to the door. Or ended up inside of some nice Georgia Peach.

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I never felt more alive than ridin shotgun
In Klein's green 5 until the cops pulled guns

When you reach a point in your life and your career its bound your past will come back to haunt you. Calvin Klein (Not the Designer) former friend of Jay-Z was on Shade 45 radio. Basically let me sum it all up for you. Dude catches a case w/ Jay-Z takes the wrap and spends 13 years locked up and come homes expecting to get a pass from Jay-Z. Falls back and get a big bag of nothing from our favorite Lip-O-Potamus. And now he's hitting the radio to air Hova out. Calvin Klien calls Jay-Z a white boy and said he should of put his foot in jigga's neck.

Listen to the Audio

I think Jigga said

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Is it me of does Russell look like he had to ask permission to be in the picture.

Things we hear about but never see... FATHERS. Yes folks I was one of those kids who grew up w/o a father. I watched my mother struggle as a single parent until she hooked up w/ the man who would save my life and I not know it. Willie B. My childhood memory remembers him as a small man who wore bright colored suits all the time. I used to think he was a pimp... But he was just a barber so I guess that's the same thing. But he never really interjected himself into my life but I learned a lot from watching him.

As a child I was basically raised by the Cosby show I told myself that I wanted to be just like Heathcliff Huxatable. So in honor of my home girl Thembi and her ode to Good Times. I'm posting my top five father moments from the Cosby show. These Father are 5 qualities strive to have while raising my daughter

[Music] ~ [Discipline] ~ [Being Cool] ~ [Manhood] ~ [Manners]

Is you put your mouse over the link you'll be able to watch the episode.

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