Been So Long Since I Touched A Lady
I've been with out "the grown up"for a damn long time, well a long time to me and frankly I'm on the verge of a breakdown. Well not like a Bobby Brown break down but WHOA!! I find myself staring at chicks asses, visualizing doing naughty things to them. I think I'm going through withdrawal.
Yesterday while in the local grocery store, I was looking at the old white cashiers boobs, they were as big as casaba melons And it didn't hurt that her nipples were a bit hard, I mean sure they hung down to her ankles but still when she bent to pick up an item I could see all the way down her shirt. It's sad. I never thought it would be so hard not to have sex.
My sex free journey has sparked a lot of other stuff in me, like my drive to improve my site and my drive to watch more flicks. o0o0o0o Jazmine Cashmere did you know there were blogs which specialize in adult entertainment?
I mean I actually for a bit jealous b/c of the Jamie Lynn story. I'm like damn this 16 year old is getting more action than me. My scrotum is filled to the brim. What's a man to do... I'm thinking about breaking my streak and freeing my little soldiers to swim all in some lucky ladies middle but then I focus... MOB "Money Over Bitchies. Please Don't get mad at the B-word it's an Inside joke, click the link if you wanna find out.
But 08 Is looking up, and my quest to enter 2008 as one with some lady is put on hold for another year.
Give Me strength, Should I break my born again virgin status?
Comments
You can masturbate can't you?
Posted by: CRUSH | December 21, 2007 07:43 AM
We were just talking about this last night. I know you can do it. Mind over Matter, bruh, Mind over Matter.
Posted by: cassie | December 21, 2007 07:51 AM
Yeah I can but it's just not the same!!! You can't pull hair whne you do that
Posted by: Xilla | December 21, 2007 09:02 AM
Come on keep doing your celibacy thing...You gotta stay strong. I figure if you can do it...So can I in about two weeks...so all in all you gotta do it for me.lol.
Posted by: sierra | December 21, 2007 09:03 AM
Interesting. Focus on why you decided to become celibate in the first place. To do it will just be a release for you and after it is all said and done you will be back to square 1 with b*tches that have zero conversation skills and are stingy in bed. It's all about priorities and where you want your life to be and the people you allow to enter it. It will get easier. xoxo
Posted by: slimting | December 21, 2007 10:01 AM
how long is to long?? I have gone 4 yrs celibate and than broke that..then 2 yrs sex free... so how long has it been.. i wish u luck....but do what makes you happy if its sex or celibacy.... remember you always have you hand lol...
Posted by: rebecca | December 21, 2007 10:17 AM
I know it gets easier!! things will be just fine bc I'm fine!! you know this man!!!
Posted by: Xilla | December 21, 2007 10:21 AM
I gotta get you on track. M.O.B! Stay focused
Posted by: Necole Bitchie | December 21, 2007 10:47 AM
ALL Day Necole All Day... you know we don't love those PROS.... LOL
Posted by: Xilla | December 21, 2007 10:49 AM
Well, if you plan to stay celibate, do not come visit L.A. And if you do come visit, you'd better not call me up..... ;0}
Posted by: Black Butterfly | December 21, 2007 08:27 PM
i'm going through it too and the only people i would even touch are either married or exes... hell nawl! i gotta focus on gettin that scrilla and taking care of my daughter, not getting caught up with yet another person who could care less or who wants to be up my ass 24/7. no more sex for me either... at least not until i'm in a committed relationship which means i will probably die before i have sex again this day and age. keep it up (no pun intended)- it will get easier. it usually takes a couple months before you stop obsessing about it.
Posted by: chichilicious | December 21, 2007 08:29 PM
Interesting...Someone said to remember why you became celibate in the first place....
Why DID you become celibate in the first place? lol
And you can pull hair when you masturbate...your own. lol
Posted by: B | December 21, 2007 08:39 PM
Bruh, I feel where you are coming from. My girlfriend lives in Oklahoma and right now a brotha is really needing 'her'. It is not easy having a beautiful girlfriend live so far away, but do trust that when I see her, it's on like popcorn buddy. LOL.
Posted by: Marcus Langford | December 21, 2007 11:52 PM