What Hip Hop Made Me
These bloggers are crazy if they don't think that this music influence the people! I don't know about y'all but this music made ME want to run the streets. Every since I first listened to Snoop Dogg the Dogpound. I was amazed!!! I want to have girls just like the ones he rapped about, and not have girls but girls, that I could make my bitches!! Damn, now that I realize it, shorty after that I was introduced to IceBerg Slim's The Pimp. All this information dropped on a super intelligent brain without guidance at such a young age really had it's effect on me. I was a wild boy, crazy even. And when people consistently call a reformed crazy person, crazy... one could show you what crazy is just to prove a point. But I rolled with the punches. My life is like a soap opera entertainment at it's finest.
I didn't realize this until Halloween, I realized I was filled with the demons of my father along w/ the misogynistic ideology of main stream, hip hop. So It all exploded into an ugly mushroom cloud, which had continuously reared it's ugly head in my life over and over again. It also pops up in the clubs across America as millions of females pop their asses while being called bitches and hoes, giving fuel to this behavior.
Last week on my radio show, I featured comedian Denny Live, who you may have seen on BET's comic view, slipped up and called a few of my female listeners Bitches. Then followed it up w/ "well that's how we talk when y'all ain't around" It's true!! I know I've called women I loved with all of my heart Bitches when I was just talking to my boys. I felt like my assumption of how a white people who may or may not use the word nigger in private, and not particularly be racist, would feel.
So from here on out I am changing my ways. I will inform you all of how the dude who lays up w/ you might feel in different situations. The word bitch isn't a light thing, it's a heavy word, filled w/ an unconscious hatred and years of oppression, abuse and media's unseen hand manipulating the brains of men and women all over the world.
So in the words of Paul Mooney everyone wants to be a Nigga, but no one wants to be a Nigger, does the same apply to bitch?
