Oberservations From The Kettle - Another Trip Inside My Mind
Quote of the Day: Of what use is freedom of speech to those who fear to offend?
I'm not scared to speak my mind, although I fear many things. This world is full of heartbreak and as I type this I think of a friend who is in pain right now, I think of friends who have gave myspace a break, and I also think of the less fortunate. The people from the bottom who I can honestly say I understand right now. I have been w/ them, broke bread w/ them, loved them and hugged them. My eyes have seen many of things and my flesh has taken me to many of places. You see sometimes I move on a whim, on a hunch that my next move will be my best move. Tonight is no different. It's that time again where I look at my life and examine it w/ the knowledge of everything that's going on. I have apologized for many of things, but for what? Some people are so closed minded trying to help them see your way is pointless but still i put my heart out there and show my true feelings. It hurts losing people who you considered a friend but if they don't give a fuck, then who cares? Me, unfortunately
I ask for love and hopefully one day I will feel it again. My heart is cold, maybe there is an ice box where the organ that pumps blood through my body resides at, or maybe my heart is just in my hand screaming to be taken away and loved like a puppy at the pet shop. I ride on the possibilities of tomorrow, and bask in the realities of today. My life is pretty good but am I doing the right things to make it better? I think I understand life, we fall down then we get up, smiles and cries, life is a file ready to be downloaded by anyone who has the passion inside of their soul to find out the right site to go and download it. Think of conversations as the program to obtain the soul, the next phrase uttered is simply a tool to go further inside a persons shell, the best face they put on when you first noticed them. Understand that it's simply a facade, first impressions are the skin to the scrumpscious fruit of a persons character. When you're in love you become one w/ a person's soul, when your single you just fuck.
I watched my blog grow from zero comments to over a 1000 on a day when I felt like work wasn't challenging enough. Then it hit me, I didn't want to be in the office spending eight hours a day, five days a week, at a tiny desk in a tiny cubicle in a giant room packed with countless similar cubicles in a giant building filled with countless similar rooms. This couldn't be the life I planned for myself, and this isn't the life God planned for me. My talents weren't being used to benefit my life. So I went home and said I'm going to do something different. I have dreams that I now have the ability to actually accomplish. I feel free, living a life where I don't answer to anyone other than myself, a new hand of cards have been dealt to me and I'll be a fool not to play this hand like I'm NOT holding all 4 aces, both jokers, the 2 of spades and only one heart. The cards of life have been re-dealt and I'm bout to go Boston on these clown. Tell Your Friends About Me!
I'm not scared to speak my mind, although I fear many things. This world is full of heartbreak and as I type this I think of a friend who is in pain right now, I think of friends who have gave myspace a break, and I also think of the less fortunate. The people from the bottom who I can honestly say I understand right now. I have been w/ them, broke bread w/ them, loved them and hugged them. My eyes have seen many of things and my flesh has taken me to many of places. You see sometimes I move on a whim, on a hunch that my next move will be my best move. Tonight is no different. It's that time again where I look at my life and examine it w/ the knowledge of everything that's going on. I have apologized for many of things, but for what? Some people are so closed minded trying to help them see your way is pointless but still i put my heart out there and show my true feelings. It hurts losing people who you considered a friend but if they don't give a fuck, then who cares? Me, unfortunatelyI ask for love and hopefully one day I will feel it again. My heart is cold, maybe there is an ice box where the organ that pumps blood through my body resides at, or maybe my heart is just in my hand screaming to be taken away and loved like a puppy at the pet shop. I ride on the possibilities of tomorrow, and bask in the realities of today. My life is pretty good but am I doing the right things to make it better? I think I understand life, we fall down then we get up, smiles and cries, life is a file ready to be downloaded by anyone who has the passion inside of their soul to find out the right site to go and download it. Think of conversations as the program to obtain the soul, the next phrase uttered is simply a tool to go further inside a persons shell, the best face they put on when you first noticed them. Understand that it's simply a facade, first impressions are the skin to the scrumpscious fruit of a persons character. When you're in love you become one w/ a person's soul, when your single you just fuck.I watched my blog grow from zero comments to over a 1000 on a day when I felt like work wasn't challenging enough. Then it hit me, I didn't want to be in the office spending eight hours a day, five days a week, at a tiny desk in a tiny cubicle in a giant room packed with countless similar cubicles in a giant building filled with countless similar rooms. This couldn't be the life I planned for myself, and this isn't the life God planned for me. My talents weren't being used to benefit my life. So I went home and said I'm going to do something different. I have dreams that I now have the ability to actually accomplish. I feel free, living a life where I don't answer to anyone other than myself, a new hand of cards have been dealt to me and I'll be a fool not to play this hand like I'm NOT holding all 4 aces, both jokers, the 2 of spades and only one heart. The cards of life have been re-dealt and I'm bout to go Boston on these clown. Tell Your Friends About Me!
