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The Science Of Breaking Up Perfectly Captured

Xillionaire — Mon, 31 Aug 2009 14:12:56 +0000

This video captures breaking up to a t! So ladies understand that ever dog you came across in your life has been created that way by a woman just like yourself. Vice Versa for the fellas, ever bad woman was once a good girl turn bad by a bad guy. Its a never ending cycle.

The Death Of Unconditional Love

Xillionaire — Mon, 03 Aug 2009 16:59:13 +0000

This thing called love is a crazy emotion, I was having a conversation w/ my homegirl Evanka for about an hour about the wonders of love.

We wondered if the idea of unconditional love was just a myth. These days men and women put so many conditions on love, its almost stupid. Everything from 13 reasons to avoid single mothers, to women who will get upset at that blog, but at the same time they will not date a man with children. As if child support payments will effect the amount of things he is willing to buy her. We question everything from height to the brand of foot apparel that are on a person’s feet, these can determine who we love and how we love them.

People close their minds and hearts based on non important material items. Instead of building one another up, we tend to look for what is best for us and only us. Women think what type of job does he have now, what can he do for me now? When a not paying your phone bill this month could be buying you a house in five years. Men tend to think, her butt isn’t big enough, or she’s just after my money, she doesn’t have her own, while she just may need a little help while she works a bs job and put herself through school so she can stunt on the basic b*tch. We should build one another and bring something to a relationship that is beneficial for the person we are involved with.

I’ll make this one short to allow you all to add your input. Do you think Unconditional Love still exist?

Cinderella – The Store Run

Xillionaire — Tue, 23 Jun 2009 17:16:37 +0000

We were going to go out, but the weather was crazy. Yet, I still found myself on my way to her house in a terrible snow storm. We decided to make it a Netflix Night. I arrived, got a big hug and tried my best to warm up after being in the cold for so long. I sat on the her couch, we watched a few dvd’s smoked a few blunts and before I knew it, it was a bit too late for me to leave.

Most of the time, we sat down, talked and laughed. It was some of the best conversation I had had in a while. My feelings for her were strong, but we were just good friends, nothing more, nothing less. I reached my arm out and motioned for her to come closer. The marijuana made me a brave. She came closer, I leaned in and kissed her soft lips and I heard music, could have been a car treading through the snow, or it could have been a bunch of emotions exploding like a bomb. Our tongues moved like the winning couple on dancing with the stars, as I thought to myself that she was a great kisser. I loved kissing her. I moved to her neck, she moved to my neck we kissed for such a long time I could feel our souls pass through each other’s mouth.

I pulled out her breast and sucked on them. Twirled her nipple around in my mouth. I continue down, I put her in my mouth, twirled my tongue around, flick it against her vagina and ate like I didn’t just eat a 3 piece meal from Popeye’s a few hours earlier. I had the munchies and she was my snack. Needless to say we knew we were going all the way, she asked me if I had protection, to which I said no, I didn’t come over here to sleep with you. Luckily in NY the stores are always open. We looked at the clock, and if my memory serves me correctly it was about 2 in the morning. I told her to stay naked I’ll be right back! I got dressed faster than you can send a tweet, and like that I was out the door. Walking the mean streets of NY at 2 in the morning to get some rubbers. I damn near ran, but I ain’t want to look like a punk in a hood that was not my own, but once I got in, I walked right to the counter dropped my 5 bucks and jogged back to her door.

When I got back she was fully clothed and I prayed she didn’t change her mind. Good for me she didn’t I pulled her pants off, and eat her again. This time I sucked her clit, moved my tongue up and down, my tongue moving super fast. I would change up the tempo slowing down at times, and speeding up at other times. I put my finger inside her, tasted her goodness, moved my index along the walls of her lady hole. Her moans sounded great, she grabbed my locks and guided my head across her privates. My tongue moved and put in so much work my mouth probably thought I sold it to slavery. I ate and ate all I could. Licking the top, licking the bottom, the sides and the insides. I ate her like I was really trying to eat her. Her wetness covered my face. I knew she loved oral so I did extra.

I finally came up for breath, she told me to sit on the couch, I did, the manxilla rock solid like it stared down Medusa with it’s one good eye. She placed it in her warm and wet mouth. Used her hand to slide up and down my shaft as her mouth quickly followed. Damn just writing this I can feel the wonderful head she gave me. She climbed on top of me, slide the manxilla inside her body and rode me. Up and down, she really knew how to work it. I think she read my site and picked up a few pointers. I laid her down, I waited months and I wanted to show her what I could do. I slide back inside of her, our breathing in unison, our moans dancing with each other. She told me to quick down, so the neighbors wouldn’t hear. I told her she’s just as loud. We laughed and continue to f*ck! I put one of her legs on my shoulder as I had her bent up on the couch. I dug in going deep. Slowly stroking her tunnel with my pipe. I sped up and began drilling her. I slow down and kissed her. I used so many techniques I’m sure she didn’t know what to expect next. I pulled out at times and ate her some more. I slide back in and kissed her as I made love to her. I pulled her hair, smack her ass and cursed while I f*cked her. And of course I ate her some more.

I told her to sit on my face, I wanted her. She rode my face with grace, kneeled down and put me into her mouth, and sucked. We did this all night, She came on my manxilla, came in my mouth, came on my face. We did it again and I came on her stomach. We were exhausted. We laid on her couch smiling.

We stumbled into her room and slept in each other’s arms as the snow fell on the windows and ground outside. It felt so good having her in my arms. I was in love, my nose open like Scott Storch! I thought I found the one, We did it again in the morning, I ate her some more in her bed and back in her living room. I watch the game, but I didn’t want to where out my welcome so I left earlier than I really wanted to. Maybe I should have stayed longer. Gave it to her again for the 5th time on our first night, but as it happens the one she was not. We called it quits shortly after that. I still think about her often, but I’m still searching for my Cinderella.

The Complex Mind Of A Heartbroken Man

Xillionaire — Thu, 19 Mar 2009 19:22:14 +0000

I can’t help but feel bad for Chris Brown, because I know he’s hurting because he lost his boo. Unlike a woman a man can not deal with being heartbroken. One gossip sites report

The singer appeared depressed and desolate as he stared blankly in the back seat of a car. Brown has been charged with assault and making criminal threats after an alleged bust-up with RIHANNA last month. His bleak mood comes after yesterday’s reports he and Rihanna are “taking a break” from their relationship, with Brown busy recording music in California and the pop beauty hitting the social scene with pals.

Men go through a bunch of different feelings when we are heartbroken. Which are as followed

Back Together - We want to get back together, so we end up calling a bit more than we should, and the female won’t take our calls or give us logical explanation as to why we can’t get back together. Wasn’t our love stronger than needing a break?

Revenge - There comes a point when we want you to feel the same pain we are feeling because even though you might be hurt to us it looks like you’re having the time of your life. We start to think so what I cheat, I was f*cking I was going to get right back. So we think maybe we should embarrass her, or sleep with her friend.

Many Women - Then eventually we decide we are just going to be the biggest male whore on the planet because since this woman hurt us it’s now women ain’t sh*t but hoes and tricks. Sure the logic is jaded, but my heart is torn into pieces and we can’t think straight.

So at the end of the day you have another man on a mission to ruin some unexpected woman all because his ex girl wouldn’t pick up the phone and talk to him because HE cheated on her. And to a man… somehow this all makes sense.

I Wasn’t Thinking Lifetime Bond, I Thought Nice Booty

Xillionaire — Thu, 19 Feb 2009 06:36:04 +0000

It’s been said that “A woman should perform the duties of a wife without any complaints, give birth to good children and bring them up as ideal citizens.” In the very next breath, writer Robert Nathan believed that “A man’s family sets him apart from all other living creatures. Only man stands with his children from first to last, from birth to death, and to the grave.” I think there are very few real men and women in this world. Maybe that is why when a woman tinkle’s on that plastic stick, her mind goes through hell, and a man rarely thinks life time bond, as he give her the $250 to handle her business.

Right now I am breathing a sigh of relief, because the late night store run to a closed store in Brooklyn, did not turn into a lifetime bond of my own. I do not know what was on my mind at the time, that made me slide in between her legs with only my flesh, but now that we do not speak anymore… I cannot bring myself actually to ask a woman to get an abortion. Other men have no problem throwing the money in her face to make the hardest decision a woman would ever have to make during her life on Earth.

Most people do not give an explanation when they want someone to do something or just in general so I’ve compiled a list of reasons why men and women decide to go forward with an abortion.

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15 Sex Tricks To Try This Weekend

Xillionaire — Fri, 16 Jan 2009 14:10:16 +0000

It’s the weekend and shouldn’t we all get some at some point during our extended weekend? I have compiled a list of nice sex tricks and relationship tricks from both myself and around the web for you to try out. Have fun, and be safe.

When you’re having sex, and you’re all hot and bothered, reach down and touch your boyfriend’s balls. Rub them and stroke them softly, and rub and softly press down right behind them, on that flat patch of skin. Trust us, he will LOVE it, and you will officially be the hottest girlfriend ever. Source
Men: Introduce your esophagus to her clitty. Women: Tip-Of-Your-Tongue Kiss his balls. Both: Turn each other INSIDE OUT. ~ Savvy Fatty
Do say: Bring your f*ckin @ss over here so I can f*ck the sh*t outta you! PCL
Let your partner call all the shots. By being (temporarily) submissive in the bedroom, you can get caught up in the moment. You don’t have to think. You don’t have to do anything; only what you’re told. Source

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They Should’ve Been In The Booth Together

Xillionaire — Wed, 07 Jan 2009 15:57:51 +0000

Biggie’s son CJ, hopped on his father’s track and to me it’s sad, because they should have been in the booth together. I’m sure you’ll be seeing this song on all the other blogs, but I don’t know what to say. I live hip hop, and growing up without a father in my life, Biggie’s music taught me a lot about being a man, getting women and how to survive. His music was a crutch for my life growing up in the hood. When things were hard I put on Ready To Die, and let it take me away. So when a problem arised I got money or I got a girl. lol

I found myself following Biggie’s life in music and in each monthly Source and Vibe magazines. I had cooking class with a bunch of hip hop heads, the biggest, most popular kids from each respective ethnic group. There was the Black kid, who was the star linebacker in the state, The coolest Hatian, The kid who dressed better than everybody, and a teenager they called 40 Grand. Every day as we baked, fried, and cooked we had heated debates over whose the best Emcee Biggie, Jay-Z or Nas.

We talked beef, who Biggie was sleeping with, Charlie Baltimore, Lil Kim or Faith whether Big killed Pac, etc. All this while wearing red aprons. So to hear this record it’s disturbing and heartbreaking to me, because CJ and his father should have been in the booth together.

“If Faith have twins she’d probably have to pacs, get it 2-PAC”

Notorious B.I.G. ft Christopher CJ Wallace Jr. and Faith Evans – One Mare Chance Legacy Remix

From The Vault: Cheating, What’s That?

Xillionaire — Mon, 29 Dec 2008 15:38:06 +0000

A picture of Reggie Bush, and another woman started this big discussion about cheating, is this cheating, did he bang the groupie chick who is known for banging ball players and has been seen on the fifty year line at the superdome? He started telling me about how he does xy and z and its not cheating. The conversation got pretty intense. So here are a few of my theories of what’s cheating and what’s not.

WHAT IS CHEATING: [while in a relationship]

1. KISSING – b/c it leads to other things,
2. GOING out to dinner, movies, bowling, etc and not telling your significant other about the outing is cheating. Simply because once you do regardless of how friendly the outing was, it leaves your other half the chance to assume. You lied, they found out, nothing happened but you lied. So in your partner’s mind you cheated.
3. Giving out your number. Depending on a persons motive, if someone ask for your number more than likely they find you attractive and want to do you like Billy Bob did Halle Berry in Monster’s Ball. Chances are they might even call you while you’re with your boo, which will no doubt lead to questioning and speculation.
4. Making new friends of the other Gender - It’s okay to have friends, we are all adults right? Wrong! You should know that the new friend is plan B whether you want to believe it or not. Your other half now has to be on his/her best behavior b/c if he/she slips, the new friend will sense it and make their move at the right time. Next thing you know your boo is ass out bumping uglies w/ their new friend while you’re home blowing up someone’s cell phone.
5. Accepting Gifts - If someone gives you a gift more than likely they are trying to draw feelings out of you. It’s nothing if it’s Christmas or your birthday but the random rose or new Jordan’s in the middle of June! Ask yourself, WHY the hell are they buying you sh*t!! Your lover is going to think, why did this chick get him some new J’s he’s f**king her that’s why!

If you have any more ideas or theory’s please feel free to leave them in the comment box

5 Things I Learned From A Christmas Story

Xillionaire — Tue, 23 Dec 2008 18:09:03 +0000

It’s that time of year again when the networks will begin to give you 100 hours of A Christmas Story. I can’t say enough how much I love this movie, “You’ll shoot your eye out” and the narrative alone is priceless. What’ is also priceless is the number of things you can learn about sex and relationships from watching this movie. Here are 5 things I learned about sex by watching “A Christmas Story”.

1. The Glow Of A Woman:

There is something about a woman that makes the world an interesting place. Women give off a wonderful and amazing glow which can do a lot of different things. It can make you fall in love, and forget about everything else in the world. However it can also cause a jealous rage in both men and women who catch of glimpse of this beauty. A Christmas story captures this feeling in a box marked like a woman’s heart, fragile. Take your time to learn when to turn a woman on and off because if you abuse this gift you can break her, and her glow can become nothing more than a pile of trash on the city block.

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5 Things I’ve Learned From Disney Movies

Xillionaire — Tue, 16 Dec 2008 17:48:36 +0000

People say I know a lot about sex, but the funny thing is almost everything I’ve learned has come from some of the strangest things and situations. Growing up and during my father time I’ve realized that you can learn a lot of things about sex and relationship from watching Disney Movies. This one might look friendly, but it’s going to get hot, consider yourself warned.

1. Lady and The Tramp- Before all the high tech graphics and digitalization of Disney movies there was Lady and the Tramp. This movie was probably like my first exposure to relationships and love. Tramp had no reason to think that Lady would be his lady, but he pulled out all the stops to make her his bitch. It’s the same thing with real women, most females are willing to open up their heart, home, and lives for genuine love. So pull out all the stops, and you don’t have to take a woman to a fancy restaurant to impress her, there are a lot of places you can bring a woman that don’t cost a lot of money at all. If your feelings are true then she’ll be giving you nose kisses in no time.

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