Interesting fact: Inter-racial marriages have a much HIGHER success rate than same race couples!!!

2 biggest non-married groups are: Black women and Asian men, because they won't step out of their 'colour' box.

But like I said, this post is a good one, it brought back up stuff I thought I had dealt with, but are white women who approach me do it cause they think I'm like a 10 incher, or what? I just don't know, but I wish there were black women, dark women who like black men, for real! Are they any web sites where you can find black sisters who love black men?

If you do, just post 'em, K? That's not my real email address, I'll not give that out. I'm 'bout to go on vacation in August and if I can find someone who makes me feel “real” shit, I'll get out the plastic and we'll both be on that Air Jamaica to do Port Antonio in a “2 week style!” So, do me a favor and send me the link, K? Oh, is it too much to ask that she looks like Gabrielle Union or Naomi Campbell? I just love that dark skin and I'm a freak, you can take the wheel at any time, if you think that sounds too gay, then no need to put me on blast, K?

Man, I just relaized that!!

And let's not talk about “black men are doing it” its black women who were sexing white men to create “buffer zones” : Creole's to keep blacks in check, if you look at the election right after apartheid south africa, you'll see what I'm talking bout, go and study it, it's eyeopening! If you want to date white men, just do it and don't talk use black men and their “daddy issues” as an excuse, K?

The mistakes I made was to put black women, who were in my orbit, before me; quite literally! I bought cars, down payment for homes, trips, lots of vacations, and for what? I've put my education on hold and my career so that I can make my black woman happy cause Oprah and Alice Walker told me I wasn't shit – Yes, Oprah sends out subliminal messages like that!

Now you've got someone like Halie Berry, she was supposed to be “for black men, no? A little too light for what I was used to, but whatever. So she got with Eric Benet, a known womanizer he cheated on her- oh, big surprize now she gets tired and goes with a white man. I tell you want I've experienced, white people act really peculiar when they see a happy successful black couple on vacation; it's just something you'll have to experience for yourself to know what I'm talking bout.

I used to feel….”self desgust” when I saw a sister with a white boy, but you know, you see it so much, and I have been “shot down” by sisters who have actually have told me, to my face, that they'll only date white boys! Let me tell you, for a while I suffered serious issues behind that, I'm so glad time has passed and I've learned to deal with that.

As far as color within the black community, I've always found dark women more attractive then lighter skinned women, I had a light skinned girl, as a matter a fact my first love love was just that, but something was missing, and I met a dark sister – wow! And let me tell you, I sure did like to clean my plate, at every chance yes maam, I did; now don't get it twisted, I'm not “small”, every woman measures her man and I'm average, 7 inches, or that might be below average for a black man; but whatever, I'll not let me not having like 10 inches define me!

I'm not ready to do the white girl thing, funny, it's like after Obama, it's like white women will come up and try to talk to me. But NOT when white men around, not that I really care; I just play it off, like I said, I'm not ready to do white girls! I don't know why, but I've had to tell some that I'm gay just to not have anyone's feelings hurt or to be called a racist.

I can go on and on, but this post and seeing black women and white boys kinda “softens the blows”! At this point in my life, I'll not support Halie Berry nor Oprah, nor this “MarvelousMO” model: in this regard, I'm like white men/boys, do you really think they support Kim Kardashian? “White boys want to see themselves with black women and whoever else; They don't particularly like to see anyother race, especially black men with white women! Funny, it's like I've actually had it like thrown in my face by colleagues: “hey I got a black girl”, in a mocking way. It's hard to explain.

I know I must be rambling, but I'm kinda thankfull for this post, as a black man, seeing black women swirl has made me really have to take a long look at me; I'm successful, but have learned not to drive myself because I fear loosing a black woman/women to the swirl; I SHOULD strive, not drive ( in the first place) only cause it makes me happy and gives a feeling of accomplishment; or goals reached – again, I know it makes no sense, but I'm putting it all on the line here!